Yeah, give me a job and an employer that did not almost send me into the Wall of Burnouts, had me throwing fits at my kids and only when the doc said I needed 100% rest and refer started to talk about adapting work hours and such, if the government might sponsor him a bit. As If they did not already due to my disabilites.
My expirence with private employers is that they do not give a twat about motivating their staff, making them feel welcome and remain them.
At the same time I know there are some good private entreprenurs here on the site so why cant I meet them in real life?
I am unemployed and it feels shit.
But wait, I have meet such a decent and successful entrepreneur. He runs a large store aimed at farmers, animal keepers, horses folk, hunters and outdoor folks. I got tippen by my administrator at the Employment officer and went on an interview.
Thing is, I am too well known as guide and lecturer. He later said to the Adninistrator: I see no reason as to why I could not employ him. He is smart, serviceminded and willing. But would it not be best for him to finally get a job were his real skills and knowledge can be made use of?
I am absolutely certain he said so because he feel I deserve better than working at his store. He is a good man. But it sure does not help me and hence I can only concept that employers out of my field of skill that wants to employ me (like the place I made tombstones at) does it because they think they can get cheap labour out of me and hopefully wiggle some subisides from the government for being so mercivil they employ a disabled person.
I am almost out of hope.
