As a long time player, and now a GM, cheating sucks, anyway you look at it.
A person cheats, then they are cheating themselves the most, and it will catch up with you at some point, now or later.
Dig down into your gut, and don't do it. It spoils it for us, and in the end, how satisfying is it really? For a minute, it might be a big kick, but then after that, what do you really have to show for it, not much.